Final post of the year

Just to do a short sum up for the year.

How do I rate the year of 2011? More to.. Bad =)

Of course there's good in between but just as there were many things that flowed smoothly, more went against the flow. In short, I'm confused and I somehow.. hated myself for who I am now.. =) I know it sounded negative.. But that's the fact about it. Of course I do thank God for everything.. (P.S. I'm not trying to be holy here) Anyway, back to the topic, if I could, I wish I could be like the Polar Bear, hibernate through a long period of time, and wake up feeling afresh-ed. I'm too weak to take this much loads. I am not capable. I am weak. I am fragile. Would you please, stop coming?

Dear God,

If you're listening to me now,

please, help me to get back on my knees.

I, am.. truly.. lost.. in.. EVERYTHING. Yesh I am indeed.