Just some thoughts

Holiday. Long holiday. Super duper long holiday! Weeee~ Oh dear~ I'm pretty much slacking enjoying this holiday.. It just sorta feel great when you can sleep whenever you want, wake up whenever you want, rather stress free.. But, its a lil hmm.. numb throughout the whole period though. Oh gosh~ I wish I wont get too used to this, or else I'll be real doomed when the holiday ends.. =(

As usual, am having some thoughts in mind, thats why I'm here to blog marh~~ =P Poor bloggie had always been abandoned by its cruel Mummie (Me!!!) =P Anyway, this is one of the thoughts.. To do something that you dont really fancy over, yet its sorta bond you.. Dont it sounds a lil pitiful? Oh well, it is to me though.. Its like doing something that you dont like yet you are to do it.. Not to say it leaves you no choice, its more like, currently, its the most efficient(though not best) option your have, but you dont really like it? LOL. Ahh, I know what you're thinking, it must be "You choose it yourself marh, you have to bear its consequences larh" Ya ya ya.. Desperado~ Serves me right.. Duh.. Perhaps I did chose the wrong stuff, haiz.. But what to do, since I've walked through half of it, might as well finish it up right? Patience, its coming to an end! Jia you Chris! Haiz..

Another thing that came across the mind is hmm.. what we call trust? Its like sometimes you dont really believe it, but still, you're determined enough to persuade yourself to believe it; or sometimes you really do mind something, yet you're telling yourself hard enough that you dont mind. LOL! Hahaha.. Does it sounds a lil confusing? Okay, an illustration. "A ball is oval" First thought that comes in would be "Eh~~~ Ball should be round wutt, how can it be oval?" then the second thought comes along.. "Ahh well.. some balls are oval marh.. Dont think too much larh, maybe its right.." Even though the first thought convinced you more, but you're capable to overturn the final thought.. I wonder if you're getting what I'm trying to say. LOL! If you do, thank God! If you dont, awww.. too bad, I've tried my best to explain =( Whatever hey~ What I'm trying to say that, trust takes lots of courage.. Some people would name them stupid cause it may sound ridiculous, some people may call it naive cause its kinda dumb, some people might even see it as infirm.. Its like you dont have your own stand yet you're trying to follow what so-and-so had said. I think all that aint wrong, but its never easy to let go of your own ego and actually let yourself to do these kind of thing, especially for such choleric person like me.. *winks* Sometimes, its a kind of relief eh.. it cuts off loads of unnecessary doubts and fights.. Hehe.. Ah Duh~ in some ways, its kinda training your patience also marh! =P Think positively marh! Hahahahaha..

Last but not least, I think he's cute! ♥ =P

Blessed day people! and be happy, be merry and smile always!

Tah~